148: these specs r rad

147: putus asa

putus asa ialah 'topik' yg slalu dtg dlm fikiran ak. it comes in many ways, in many forms. i gave up in several occasions, but Alhamdulillah, i never given up my life. although i hv thought abt it a few times in the past...im not proud of it.

as promised by Allah, kita akan d datangi dgn ujian2 dlm hidup ni. ujian2 ni lah yg akan buat kt perbaiki diri; if we see it through positive perspectives, that is...as they say; what doesnt kill you [should] makes you stronger, kan? tp, knp...knp kdg2, kt lemah semangat sgt...?

CONTOH mcm dlm situasi-situasi ni:







ak ckp ni utk dr sndr jg...beberapa minggu lalu pun ada lg bukti ak lemah smgt.aduhh...at times like that, i'd like to remind myself of one person whom i know has an iron heart..my momma hehe



ak harap ak lebih tabah bila suda jadi ibu ni...sbb aku tau, tugas seorang ibu jauh lebih mencabar...Allah, help me, guide me, forgive me...

146: baby blues?

Syukur, as some of u might have known/guessed, aku sudah selamat melahirkan puteraku Iyyad Shafwan bulan lepas. I am now officially a mommy. weird feeling. but i am happy!! Birthday kami cuma beza 4 hari~ hihi

dan syukur juga, aku sudah mula memegang pensel semula 2 minggu lepas, *walaupun pantang belum habis. haha this is very important to me, though i didnt think of it as that before...the first few weeks as a mommy was really tough, tougher than i thought. I sort of gotten into a 'short' phase of baby blues..dan melukis semula banyak membantu aku to get my head straight,..macam yg aku suda tulis di 'karya' di atas tu.

mulai dari post ini, aku akan cuba upload 'karya2' yg sudah aku siapkan :)