Maafkan saya, hari ini saya pengen menulis lagi dalam bahasa kesayangan ku..walau aku kurang mahir tatabahasa nya yang tepat.
beberapa hari lalu, kami berbicara tentang sikap ku yang suka memberi pandangan dan pendapat kepada orang2 yang lebih 'atas' dari aku. lalu aku diberi nasihat oleh kakak (yang aku hormati)
"jangan...jangan digonggong bukit itu. tidak akan runtuh juga"
Aku faham sekali niat dan maksud kakak ku itu...walaupun aku kira, sebenarnya, maksud asal peribahasa itu jauh dari maksud kak...lalu aku dan rakan berketawa girang. bukan mengkritis siapa2. cuma beringat; aku mungkin cuma picisan. dan bukan tempatku mendongak langit.
nanti migraine sebab mendongak dan menggonggong lama sangat..
ps: sila interpertasi lukisan picisan ku sebaik nya ...tiada satu detail pun yang aku lukis tanpa sebab. sekian terima kasih, jumaat.
Showing posts with label illustration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label illustration. Show all posts
Friday, October 12, 2012
Monday, May 21, 2012
154: for teacher pang
before anything, happy belated mother's day and happy belated teachers day too.
i've been bz marking exam papers for the past week..but before that, i was completing a commission by a friend. she asked for particular details in the doodle. she even gave me the list of things she wanted to be included in the drawing. sangat bersemangat! love that about her...heeh so all the things that you can see in the drawing is her idea...:D :D
i thought at first that this will make my job easier..but as it turned out, it was tougher. with the small scale n all.. but at last i figured it out n alhamdulillah she liked it (although she would prefer a bit more changes) huhu i learned that i should not take sketches lightly next time..huhu
so here it is...
then she wanted it to be coloured. i was so nervous coz i know i suck in colouring..but heck i give it a try anyway.. and tadaaa
in the mean time, im still trying to push myself to write again in my blog Pointless Pursuit (mmg rasa pointless da puunnn) n there's been a couple of drafts...but huh im old...n i need to read more stuff.
i've been bz marking exam papers for the past week..but before that, i was completing a commission by a friend. she asked for particular details in the doodle. she even gave me the list of things she wanted to be included in the drawing. sangat bersemangat! love that about her...heeh so all the things that you can see in the drawing is her idea...:D :D
i thought at first that this will make my job easier..but as it turned out, it was tougher. with the small scale n all.. but at last i figured it out n alhamdulillah she liked it (although she would prefer a bit more changes) huhu i learned that i should not take sketches lightly next time..huhu
so here it is...
then she wanted it to be coloured. i was so nervous coz i know i suck in colouring..but heck i give it a try anyway.. and tadaaa
in the mean time, im still trying to push myself to write again in my blog Pointless Pursuit (mmg rasa pointless da puunnn) n there's been a couple of drafts...but huh im old...n i need to read more stuff.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
152: mama'ku

that's me...in my mother's arms in '86.
and here's my version of the picture in ink.
u raise me up by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART
being a mom myself has opened my eyes to a whole new perspective of my own mother..i love her more now..dan sedikit segan pd dia...n sedikit mcm bole friend2 gitu heheheh
i wana buy my mom all the things she wants...but she has more money than me...whenever i wana gv her money, she just giggled. tsk.
i wana buy my mom all the things she wants...but she has more money than me...whenever i wana gv her money, she just giggled. tsk.
Friday, April 13, 2012
151: anyone, anywhere, anything
desperation by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART
" i need someone to talk to...anyone will do.."
"i need somewhere to go...anywhere will do..."
"i need something to do to distract me...anything will do..."
at times i feel like that...but most of the time, the answer is just inside home. kadang2, terfikir juga, kenapa aku selalu lupa bahwa ada 1 itu tempat aku mengadu, 1 escapism, 1 pekerjaan dan perbuatan yang boleh menenangkan aku..?
"Sufficient for me is Allah ; there is no deity except Him. On Him I have relied, and He is the Lord of the Great Throne."
9:129
HasbiAllah.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
150: love at first sight
love at first sight by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART
i draw this 3 weeks after labour. the image had been bugging my head and pushed me to draw it. so i did. the reason why i wanted to draw this scene was i wanted to show two things that came across my mind that time
to be honest, the first thing that i thought was: " oh my gosh, Ya Allah, there REALLY WAS a human being in me for the past 9 months!!"
and that thought came out of my mouth: "wah, betul2 ada orang dalam perut ku..~!" *dalam keadaan sangat lemah dan longlai* n the nurses laughed...
but then i thought about:
1) the real love at first sight
masa iyyad keluar, tali pusatnya berbelit2..dan apparently dia sangat berat bagi nurse tu (3.55kg) jadi dia simpan sekejap on my then empty belly...n whoa~
cinta pandang pertama sangat bila tengok iyyad..hati rasa kembang kempis saja. kepenatan dan kesakitan yang amat sangat tu hilang beberapa saat sebelum dia diambil semula dan nurse tu sambung kerja nya menjahit...perghh ok thats another story.
2) pantang
the reason why i got to hold iyyad before he got cleaned up was tali pusatnya berbelit. dan aku hairan sangat, perkara pertama nurse tu cakap berkenaan tali pusat berbelit tu ialah "ni mesti suami kamu tidak berpantang ni..dia pernah lilit tualanya di lehernya kan?" i was too weak to answer. i meant to answer her this: "what in the world made u think that caused this?" kadang2 pantang2 ni boleh buat pening juga... :(
u see the two nurses i drew at the back, actually, it was more than two nurses...it was like a circus there...orang keluar masuk saja, and everyone who came in take a peek over what's "going on" huahuaaahahahah
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
142: things i should be grateful for

since i was soooo lost in self-pity a few days back, i decided to count my blessings (again) and remind myself of how grateful i should
Alhamdulillah. bersederhana.
kadang2 apa yg kita suka pun boleh jadi tidak baik utk kita n kadang2 apa yg kita benci pulak yg bagus utk kita. kadang2 apa yg kita rasa sebagai kekurangan, sebenarnya adalah kelebihan. dan kadang2 apa yg kita rasa kesedihan sepatutnya adalah 1 kegembiraan.
lagipun. 'usri yusra. 'usri yusra...
ps: tidak bermaksud utk boasting.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
137: lielielie
aku pernah upload ka menda alah ni? i dont think so..was searching through my stuffs when i stumbled on this. it was a drawing i did back in 2009. macam belum siap saja...n aku rasa, aku naik fed-up dgn warna nya yg tidak menjadi tu..hahah aku ingat, masa aku lukis ni, masa tu kecelaruan fikiran; rasanya senang untuk di interpertasi kan dari lukisan itu apa yg terjadi...kan??
heheheh Alhamdulillah skrg hidup lebih simple dan sy berada bersama org yg sy syg n menyayangi sy sejujurnya.. :) :) :)
Friday, January 13, 2012
136: "go to bed, boy"
baby masih dalam perut pun, ayah nya suda terpaksa pesan "baby, pergi lah tidur..jangan main2 lagi..sudah malam ni, ibu pun mau tidur..." *sbb dia terlalu aktif bergerak dalam perut* hahahaha i hope he will be a good boy/man with great positive imagination :)lupa pulak mau upload gambar2 felt-craft hari tu. malas la. hehe
Thursday, December 8, 2011
134: the village

i think this is somewhat a 'continuation' of this one
that was the last drawing i get to finish during invigilating sugarplums..sad...i got fewer sessions this year. and i dont think i was that much inspired. ntah kenapa la..
beberapa hari di rumah lepas habis mengawas, aku menjahit a couple of mini name cushions. i wanted to hang them at my new work stations for next year. and then, aku potong2 felt tu menjadi satu set alphabets;...i dont even know for what...but i finished it anyway...maybe i'll share them here next time.
Monday, October 17, 2011
128: the city i am in
ONE TWO THREEGO GO
GO
hehehe kononnya, semangat sekarang makin bagus. I dont know why. But it's a good feeling. Harap-harap boleh stay positive macam ni sampai baby lahir :)
saya harap, satu hari nanti, saya dapat mahirkan diri mewarna lukisan hitam putih saya. ntah la bila. hahaha asyik bagi alasan saja. ;P
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
119: komisyen sara
Saturday, May 28, 2011
114: all the love in the world

sudah lama tidak melukis lukisan garis-garis halus. jadi dapat idea aritu, aku hold dulu benda2 lain, sori.
happy [school] holidays.
aku mau menulis balik macam dulu.
tapi banyyyaaakk idea melukis. *macam la semua akan direalisasikan. cis*
Thursday, May 5, 2011
106: JOM CONTENG!!

saya suka conteng2. oleh itu, aku pun dengan rendah diri pengen ikut peraduan "jom conteng" dia. yeay!!
untuk itu, aku pun memilih entri ini untuk direspon kan dengan ceritera personal aku pula. hehe
tapi..tajuk aku: "Just call me siti..like Wellington CITY..like...c...t"...
Nama penuh aku, seperti yang sudah tertera di URL blog ini ialah siti waznah naan. aku suka orang panggil aku Waznah saja. Waz, Waze. cam tu ja la. sebab aku tidak suka; amat tidak suka dipanggil Siti..kenapa? ntah la..aku rasa komon sangat kah?
anyways. so, even though i dislike it, i had to introduce my self (to all the Kiwis there) as Siti. Why? sbb aku sudah cuba sekali untuk memperkenalkan diri sendiri sebagai Waznah, dan kami mengambil masa beberapa minit untuk mencapai kepuasan hati individu tersebut menyebut W-A-Z-N-A-H dengan betul.
so, siti it is...hehe
aku masuk starbucks, sewaktu hari2 yang ramai pelanggan, mesti tulis nama atas cup tu, jadi aku guna juga hand-gesture yang sama... C...T...ia--menyenangkan..(?)
salah satu sebab kenapa aku suka sangat entry conteng2 sbb kami ada satu persamaan ketika belajar di luar negara ..iaitu pekerjaan kami sebagai cleaner dan gaya-rupa kami ketika bekerja...
iaaa...... itu diaaaa: GHOSTBUSTERS!!!
*aku developed sedikit muscle di tangan sebab angkat menda ni*
Aku pernah kerja dalam lebih kurang 3 buah bangunan korporat (termasuk satu architectural agency--memang best) 2 buah rumah persendirian.
Antara kerja2 yang aku perlu buat, kumpul sampah, vacuuming, cuci toilet, lap2 itu ini, cuci pinggan mangkuk, iron baju dan macam2 lagi..hahaha aku tak kesah sebenarnya..yang penting bayaran tu..termurah $16 sejam...yang termahal aku pernah dapat $26 sejam...masa tu mata wang NZ masih dekat 2.8..gembira! tapi...penat..sgt;
dan..topik seterusnya:
DAKI!!
BErbeza sikit dari pengalam Encik Fadhli, saya kerja malam..selepas kelas...ada juga la shift pagi..tapi tak selalu..aku ingat masa Ramadhan, aku terpaksa buka puasa minum air dan sembahyang maghrib di bilik mesyuarat (gelap2 sbb risau diorang fikir apa) sebelum bermula kerja..
pengalaman paling pelik pernah aku tempuhi masa i encountered this scene:
pastuh, bila sudah habis sesi puji2 tu, sedikit demi sedikit orang beredar. sampai lah tinggal dua orang mamat omputeh ni. diorang sangat tinggi yah. compared to an average asian girl like me ..jadi aku sedikit risau...aku belakangkan mereka dan sibukkan diri. mamat baik tu asyik tengok belakang aku. aku pun pelik lah. tiba2 dia tanya
"who's WW--AA--SZZZ--Nah..?"
"oh, hehe. that's me."
"i thought your name is C.T?"
"yeah..i have two names. CT Waznah.."
"oh...so, you're WW--AA--Szzzzz--Nah?..."
aku sungguh pasti dia M.A.B.U.K. dan aku baru sedar aku sedang pakai baju jersi bola jaring aku yang tertulis W.A.Z.N.A.H di belakang.
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1- ceritera nya yang semua orang boleh empathy and relate to..sebab kebanyakkannya tentang ceritera hidup masa kecik-kecik dan ada unsur nasihat.
2- lukisannya yang simple tapi menarik
3- orangnya (encik fadhli) sangat peramah dan cuba melayan pembaca *ini penting sbb kadang2 ada bloggers/artis/pelukis yang tak dapat nak maintain sbb tak ada ini*
Apakah 3 perkara yang anda rasa boleh diperbaiki?
1- macam biasa lah: banyakkan update sikit ya, encik Fadhli. Awak tu famous. Haha
2- lukisan yang di-scan gelapkan sedikit..supaya warna dan pencil trace tu lebih tampak
3- banyakkan celoteh sikit lagi…
Apakah 3 barangan (merchandise) yang anda ingin blog contengconteng hasilkan? (Contoh: Mug, T-shirt, Kad Ucapan).
1- t-shirt
2- graphic novel..heheh boleh tak? :>
3- tiada cadangan lain.
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ps. maaf, kali ni memang terpaksa wordy sikit sbb ini peraduan bercerita. dan excuse the picture quality. aku tak scan lukisan aku sbb aku lukis kat skolah. hahahah. i'll try to reupload the scanned version later. *if i remember to*
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
ninety four: bearbee's
bearbee's academic journey by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART
bearbee's a junior of mine when i was in secondary school.. she shows her big support by 'like'-ing many of my works in fb. then she requested me to illustrate her academic journey from primary to where she is now; in university. At firts i have no idea how to do it...
She only gave me a few hints; one of it is that she wanted something along this line; and that it should visualize her experience in her academic journey. I am no bearbee...we're different people, but in my personal opinion, we all undergone the same thing in finding knowledge, in life too..something bad, something good, something ugly something beautiful; meeting evil and kind people, and get tangled in so many difficult situations..those were the things that can help us to be mature...
therefore; i decided to follow my heart with this; using my own experience in general to relate to hers..dan terhasillah dengan gembiranya; lukisan yang tidak seberapa ini, aku harap kau suka, Bearbee...
All praises to Allah.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
eighty eight: super duper BoxerBoy
i am not really sure if this is an authentic original idea.. someone somewhere must've thought about this somehow; some time after the first ever boxers are created.. atau mungkin selepas boxer dicipta dan selepas superhero pertama di dunia yang menggunakan spender ketat terpaksa komplen yang ia menyesakkan..
mungkin aku bukan org pertama fikirkan tentang ini tapi; aku lukiskan ini hari itu:
BoxersBoy

di poster pertama ini; it is very clear that BoxersBoy doesnt want me to color him. Tapi aku degil; aku mau juga...

jadi lah begitu..
Aku rasa aku patut givap cuba mewarna. waz,...waz....
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
seventy eight: covergirlswannabe


the scanner made these look uglier a lot more than they actually are. Please believe me....Mango's hosting an ATC swap. check it out here
Friday, November 26, 2010
sixty seven: i wish i'll do more watercolors n b better at it
these are some of my old watercolors. i wish i have the urge to do more watercolors. n improve in it.
Monday, November 22, 2010
sixty four: ANYONE CAN DRAW YEAH
anyone can draw. believe me in this. It's like "Anyone can Play Guitar"People are getting more and more creative.Imaginations getting bigger; borderless..or maybe it's just redundancy; or Improvement of each other's ideas; or maybe copying the copier; or reproduction of the imitators' works; or whatever. but it's a fact: "anyone can draw". maybe not everyone, but anyone. u see the difference?
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