105: conteng2 dan cikgu wz! yg makin mengalah

oh.conteng2 memang salah satu pembakar semangat aku sekarang. semangat apa? semangat untuk buat sesuatu yang aku suka sikit2 di tepian benda2 yang aku tak berapa mau suka...alahai

dalam pada itu: "the art of pretending you're busy"...(?)

i'm seriously not pretending.

seriously.

ini salah satu nasihat yang aku dapat dulu. masa muda2. huahua. should've listened to that. but then again; would i be where i am at the moment if i had listen to it? heh.

101: tet

wip yang tidak siap2 since january. cover for personal file. "ee buruk perangai kau waz..."

a reminder for myself.

ninety nine: mengukur baju di badan sendiri

if i had to wait till my next piece, this blog will b full of dust. better i update a bit on some stuffs going on.

for two days now sandakan is completely dry. Been raining for weeks. It's nice to see the morning brought rays of sunlight yesterday morning n this morning.

my felt fabrics; will add more colours and more stocks this week--inside heatwave shoe box. i really like heatwave shoes. i recommend it.

a WIP. currently working on an accidental commission. hehe. 22 pieces of minimomos. Thank you udi. I even sew while on the road to KK last week. Hubby got weird about it; but business still business.

currently most hated phrase. made me cry for almost quarter of a day. it's almost similar to "padan muka kau" or "on your face!!" after some body [sort of] take his/her revenge on you. damn

here's a doodle i made on my palm. lesson learned: doodlers; please never forget your paper--especially when you'll know there's 'waiting' activity involved.

"semenjak mula mengurus hal kahwin2 ni, survey2 di internet, baru sedar betapa beratnya pepatah--ukur baju di badan sendiri"

HAHA.

ninety eight: *blush*

blushblushblush by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART

* blushhh *dengan ini juga, saya ingin meminta maaf kepada semua commissioners; saya akan menundakan kerja-kerja menjahit dan melukis buat masa ini sehingga semua majlis selesai..

Doakan semua baik-baik saja untuk saya..


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seventy three: rambut greeebooo

berehat sebentar dari SugarPluM punya doodles with another simply trash doodle on memo pad

fifty eight: tribal man

most of this was drawn whilst (really) listening in a few of meetings during these couple of two weeks (no i'm not proud to admit that); but was completed at noon.

doodling tribal man was fun. :) the more I keep on doing these 'art'-making, the more I realize that things aren't so difficult as it seemed at the first glance...awesome artworks are made up of simple lines, curves, geometrical patterns and stuffs...its no rocket science.

It's like mathematics..the more you practice on doing the exercises, the more you see the pattern, hence the easier it gets to solve any equations and problems...

It's like life. the more you go through difficult phases, the more you'll see the pattern--emerging as the solution to your long-time-haunting problems..

The words in this blog seems to get lengthier and lengthier...I'mma close the other supposedly-wordy-blog.. :)

fifty five: the world as we see it

today, I am gonna babble more. and this doodle has nothing to do with what I am gonna say. btw, footsoup sucks; yes? it wasnt intended to be the illustration of a foot-soup, but it just turned out as it is...

I told a friend of mine whom I *sort of unconsciously* convinced into 'art'making, that the more we see each others' artwork, the more our imagination collapse and shrink. Don't get me wrong,viewing awesome artists' works are very important to feed our art-addiction and give us inspiration and motivation. but what can really give us the ultimate inspiration?

the experience of the real world. the search into ourselves to express our feelings n experience out. the real world as we see it--and not from other people's canvases.

that way we wouldn't have to struggle to be different. because we are just ourselves. telling our stories.

I am a self-taught 'art' maker. I didn't go to art-school. I have limited resources and limited sifu(s)+idols+knowledge+even the money to buy art supplies and stuffs..

but that's not the worse part of my 'art-making' history...the worst part is that i use all that as an excuse for my late start--2007.

enough for realization. now what?

just make more 'art'.hopefully I'll go somewhere with it. Even if I don't, heck; I'm just gonna continue making it.

fifty one: crazy rabbit

i wonder what really makes us happy. is it true that our happiness only depends on ourselves? is it true that if we really want to be happy; then we'll be happy?

i used to believe that once. once in millions of moments in my lifetime. once.

now.


crazy rabbit by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART

anywayyyyy i love this doodle that i made copies for it and changed the hues and flipped some of them and then gathered all of them to form this new deviation..i seldom love my own artwek..this is one of em. :)

though things are a bit gloomy these days, i still love the wind that brought the heavy rain. no matter how scary, how nasty, how huge the rain-pours that it brought with it, i'd still love the wind that brought the heavy rain.

coz the same wind will clear the sky away for sun-shiny days and also bring the cute white clouds to shade the hotness a bit :)

fifty : "you skeeeriiee girl"

i dont know why but i think i'm loving this crazy rabbit character. i know most will recognize hints of 'Donnie Darko' in this. i watched the movie a few times a few years ago. n know i feel like watching it a few times more. hah.

but maybe not. too much depressing elements would not be good for me at the moment.

am gona draw more kreessszziee people. *dear God; please grant me a little ilham*

Forty four: mr failure wont leave me alone

A parang-potong-ayam-chop3 fell on my feet, approximately at 340am today. the 'cut' looks ugly now. But I thank God it didnt fell and chop my toes away. to be able to be so clumsy ...-->EPIC FAIL.

then i thot about things that u wished to have for sooo loonggg; when it comes to your face; u go numb. EPIC FAIL second time.

PS> im definitely losing my english. EPIC FAILLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Forty three: tree of regret

Once upon a time, this was the tree of regret.. then it died. But from its remaining, blooms a new tree with more beautiful flowers...

"my simple pen will carve for me simple lines; but it will ultimately ease my not-simple mind. the little things that do you great big favours"

BUT I STILL WISH I AM A better artist..doodler (atleast?) !

forty two: i can be any of these

which one is u, waz? geeezzz perhaps i have a personality disorder?...or maybe pure immaturity.

doodling during the exams a few months ago.

fourty one: sarcastic? nah. we'll find our way.

sometimes, life is just tiring because it is so much fun. too many things to be appreciated that we didnt see a thing or two, then we go berserk.

take it slow, waz.

"pelan2 ba, syg" he said.

thirty nine: woman in scarf

salam n hi, all.

It feels great to be back on. It'll be a challenge to stay high-spirited like this. Dengan ilham yang dikurniakan-Nya, memang bersyukur dapat buat benda-benda yang membuatkan aku merasa 'hidup' kembali. I am totally blessed with everything that I have at the moment, and I will try my best to appreciate all of them.

Mean while; this is something that I draw for my mom since she's the best fan I have...hehehehe it's a drawing inspired by henna stains; I'm totally using it for my wedding one day..heheh

CLICK here to view the rest of the drawing.

Thank YOU God.

thirty seven: they played me the harp on my way to my warzone as you wave me goodbye and we both glanced to the past; said "yea,we screwed it".

The outcome of a really detailed discussion.

no, you didn't just blocked the sunshine from me. t'was the monsters i guess.

too detailed that it took months; and still counting...

i wont let you down. i found a reason not to.

yeap. you're guess is correct: curriculum meetings.

thirty five: when the song "saat yang ku idamkan" is on repeat

that song has been in my head since a few days ago..ngeh~It got stuck in my head once a few years back, but I lost it but then, now, it came back...

I'd be lying if i say that I have nothing in my mind. But this song has nothing to do with all of my thoughts...I simply love the way the song goes...I mean, I'm no pro in Music, but I think the note-progression is simply 'syiokk'..

I seldom LOVE malay songs but this one hits me.(jgn bunuh aku, aku bukan traitor,ini cuma soal preference saja) ..there was that other song that I like..emmm what's the title..manik kayangan kaa apa...aku pun lupa,..

and to be honest, the doodle was done during meeting... :( cant help it..

thirty three: lady of the sea

Oh lady of the sea,
please send this message in the bottle to the dear old heart of me.

Tell him;
Tell him, that I'll be deep down at the bottom, waiting for the day I'll get both of my feet back.

thirty two: feels like the world's on me

....

Probably the worst few months of my life. Okay. Okay. I've been saying that a couple of times 'in my life'..but heck; it sure feels too 'heavy' for me... Didnt see this coming. I was so sure; and then it hit me.

But I promised myself and my dear friends: "I'm gonna be back--being AWESOME!!!--as quickly as I can" ['cause I'm already late, anyway]..YEY!

...after I deal with this. Okay.

thirty one: kerisnya membelah duniaku

Jangan murah sumpahmu, pencinta
Jangan ringan mulutmu berbual tentang janji

Nanti penghujungnya tiada cerita
Nanti yang dikibar putihnya panji

twenty eight: I miss you like gila.

gila means crazy; thus the picture actually says: "I miss you like crazy". "aku rindu ko macam gila".