150: love at first sight

love at first sight by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART
i draw this 3 weeks after labour. the image had been bugging my head and pushed me to draw it. so i did. the reason why i wanted to draw this scene was i wanted to show two things that came across my mind that time

to be honest, the first thing that i thought was: " oh my gosh, Ya Allah, there REALLY WAS a human being in me for the past 9 months!!"
and that thought came out of my mouth: "wah, betul2 ada orang dalam perut ku..~!" *dalam keadaan sangat lemah dan longlai* n the nurses laughed...

but then i thought about:

1) the real love at first sight
masa iyyad keluar, tali pusatnya berbelit2..dan apparently dia sangat berat bagi nurse tu (3.55kg) jadi dia simpan sekejap on my then empty belly...n whoa~
cinta pandang pertama sangat bila tengok iyyad..hati rasa kembang kempis saja. kepenatan dan kesakitan yang amat sangat tu hilang beberapa saat sebelum dia diambil semula dan nurse tu sambung kerja nya menjahit...perghh ok thats another story.

2) pantang
the reason why i got to hold iyyad before he got cleaned up was tali pusatnya berbelit. dan aku hairan sangat, perkara pertama nurse tu cakap berkenaan tali pusat berbelit tu ialah "ni mesti suami kamu tidak berpantang ni..dia pernah lilit tualanya di lehernya kan?" i was too weak to answer. i meant to answer her this: "what in the world made u think that caused this?" kadang2 pantang2 ni boleh buat pening juga... :(

u see the two nurses i drew at the back, actually, it was more than two nurses...it was like a circus there...orang keluar masuk saja, and everyone who came in take a peek over what's "going on" huahuaaahahahah

149: fadli hamdan's jimi comic books

review buku conteng2 jimi by ~sitiwaznahnaan on deviantART

ps: review ini ditulis selepas hanya 1kali membaca buku2 tersebut bagi menyampaikan perasaan genuine berkenaan content buku2 itu.

komik di atas tu betul2 tunjukkan apa terjadi masa parsel buku tersebut sampai ke rumah. Suami saya baca buku ke-dua dulu..dan langsung tidak menunjukkan apa-apa tanda amused...dia tidak ketawa, mahupun senyum.

tapi dia memang seorang yang serius. walaupun favourite channel nya ialah astro arena & warna, dia seorang yang jarang ketawa (apabila di rumah)..jadi bila saya asyik ketawa membaca buku pertama, dia jadi hairan. "apa la yang di gelakkan sangat tu, sayang..?" tanya nya..saya jawab "lucu ni buku, abang..eh, buku ke-dua tu tidak lucu kah?" oh sungguh skema ayat ku...

jadi saya pun jadi curious, saya baca buku ke-dua..dan saya pun tidak ketawa...senyum pun sikit-sikit saja. tapi yang memenuhi hati saya ialah perasaan kebangkitan-semangat..ookay fine i dont have any other word for it..rasa terharu? rasa berkobar2?..ntah la..

so, basically, the first book is funnier than the second book, but the second book is more...ermm whats the word--inspiring? but truthfully both are amazing, i enjoyed reading them. but if i may, the only bummer is that sesetengah lukisan 2-mukasurat 'terpotong' sebab binding nya..heheh

dan mungkin jg cara cerita ni di-bab-kan agak ganjil sedikit? nevermind..just my personal opinion..lagipun belum baca kali ke-2. i'm sure, my opinion will change on this :>

all that aside: I TOTALLY RECOMMEND THIS READING...hehehe untuk info lebih lanjut pasal buku2 ni, boleh datang SINI

148: these specs r rad

147: putus asa

putus asa ialah 'topik' yg slalu dtg dlm fikiran ak. it comes in many ways, in many forms. i gave up in several occasions, but Alhamdulillah, i never given up my life. although i hv thought abt it a few times in the past...im not proud of it.

as promised by Allah, kita akan d datangi dgn ujian2 dlm hidup ni. ujian2 ni lah yg akan buat kt perbaiki diri; if we see it through positive perspectives, that is...as they say; what doesnt kill you [should] makes you stronger, kan? tp, knp...knp kdg2, kt lemah semangat sgt...?

CONTOH mcm dlm situasi-situasi ni:







ak ckp ni utk dr sndr jg...beberapa minggu lalu pun ada lg bukti ak lemah smgt.aduhh...at times like that, i'd like to remind myself of one person whom i know has an iron heart..my momma hehe



ak harap ak lebih tabah bila suda jadi ibu ni...sbb aku tau, tugas seorang ibu jauh lebih mencabar...Allah, help me, guide me, forgive me...

146: baby blues?

Syukur, as some of u might have known/guessed, aku sudah selamat melahirkan puteraku Iyyad Shafwan bulan lepas. I am now officially a mommy. weird feeling. but i am happy!! Birthday kami cuma beza 4 hari~ hihi

dan syukur juga, aku sudah mula memegang pensel semula 2 minggu lepas, *walaupun pantang belum habis. haha this is very important to me, though i didnt think of it as that before...the first few weeks as a mommy was really tough, tougher than i thought. I sort of gotten into a 'short' phase of baby blues..dan melukis semula banyak membantu aku to get my head straight,..macam yg aku suda tulis di 'karya' di atas tu.

mulai dari post ini, aku akan cuba upload 'karya2' yg sudah aku siapkan :)